Out of no where, Ive decided to blog today! Life is being really hectic these days. uni stuffs and working part time as well! Most peoples will think that why must I working part time since I am overloaded with my uni work. Well, I believe everyone at times, will be having their hard time too,although this is not the way I wanted it to be, somehow, I live with NO choice. I am glad that myself still willing to work things out and move on with it. Somehow, thats lifeeee! I do what I am suppose to do,with no frown or fuss not because I want to ,but because its a must. Day after day,it's like a routine. Don’t have too much to say, just wish only that I am doing the right thing. Some people might say life sucks or life is full of shit. While other people say life is beautiful or life is full of surprises. I must say, I agree with all those. Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it.Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it..agree? :)

3 more days to my final examination in this entire semester..and Ive two more long semesters to go for to complete my degree! It's the last month in the year of 2010. Yes! It's DECEMBER!

It's a month that most of peoples looking for. Christmas and New Year! As for me, I believe it gonna be a good good month. Friends are coming back from Aussie and UK. It's time to reunion again. I am missing them heaps:) and this year new year it gonna be special as my darling, Kar Ning is going to celebrate her 21st birthday.I am cracking my head what to get for her instead. hmmmm...

Here are some of the pics in the month of November :D

1. Pre graduation photo taking session

2. FYP presentation

3. Moral Campaign

4. Flea market;)

Love

Karen

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Hey peeps(:

Yes! I am back here in blog world for one reason:

MISS HO KAR NING FORCED ME TO UPDATE THIS!

oh well, she just want me to tell the whole world how much I misses her.LOL!

(oopss! someone gonna be jealous as well, ROFL)

I would like to wish you here for you examination...

With my 1 Heart...2 eyes.

With my

1 Heart...

2 eyes...

5 litre blood..

206 bones...

1.2million Red Cells...

60 trillion D.N.A.'s...

I wish u "All the very best of LUCK"..

GO STUDY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! loves.

you owe me STARBUCKS!

SING K! our massage and spa session! COME BACK AND PAMPER ME! (:

Love,

Karen

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Hey blog world (: I am back here. Its been a while since the last I updated my last post. like two months? HAHAHA! practically it is because I am no longer has the mood to blog. Even myself has no idea what's the real reason behind it. Life is being such a mess to me back to few months back.I am trying very hard to fix it back and wish things can could be better! *cross finger*

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

At the moment, I can't wait to finish my studies and move on with another stage of my lifeeee! (:

Shall update about my sis Vicky's wedding in the next post. Stay tuned.

p/s: I will be down to KL tmrw for few days (: can't wait to see my darling!

xoxo,

Karen

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Another birthday post:)

Isaac's birthday falled on the 29th of July, Thursday and we decided to make the celebration a day before. The classmates decided to cook a dinner for him and his girl surprised him all the way to Kampar to dinner with us as well. You couldn't believe that, we woke up at 7am to the wet market to buy the ingredients for the dinner. It was fantastic. Even myself couldnt believe it. We never been so semangat to wake up so ealy. As for classes at 8am, we rather skip it. LOL! We bought all sort of veges, fish and meats for the dinner.


busy choosing the fresh fish! :)

After the wet market session, we headed to Tesco


nice shoot of the day, our bday boy Isaac Yeong


choosing strawberries! HAHAHA!

Joe and I missed the finance tutorial class for the sake of this :( We made such big sacrifice for the bday boy. LOL!

The chef of the day would be Amie Lau and Joelyn Low.


the chef :)



At about 9.30, only we able to start our dinner. The dinner was good. Its so yummy. I love em so much.

The dishes of the night!

Fish


Nestum butter prawn


Taufu with minced meat


Vege


Green curry


The soup of the day


Curry chicken


Kai Lan :)

Later on , the cut cake session. Its not cake but cupcakes that brought by the girlfriend, Jasmine.




Syok sendiri.hehe!








Birthday gift from us. I know you like it :D

HAPPY 24th birthdayyyyyyy!

Love,
Karen

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21st birthday bash

Today it's the 1st of August :) YES! July has ended and Ive yet not posted the part 2 of my birthday bash. Been pretty busy with my assignments and fyp for the entire week. Has no mood to update my blog. I've to admit that its getting dead. No idea what to blog about. My life is getting boring unlike others. Pathetic much! :((( Shall back to my purpose of this post. Continue with my part II of my birthday bash that held at Club9, Ipoh. A number of my friends has been invited to the party and they were totally awesomeeeeeeeee and make the party sucha great one to me! I never expect it could be turn up to me so many ppls. I guess about 50 plus of them. Almost half of the club were UTARIANS! HAHAHA! :) I am glad that I didn't get really wasted on that night although I did vomited after the pure shots. At least, I still remembered what has happened on that night.hehehe. thats the purpose of not getting wasted. Cos it's my 21st. shall leave a good memory to me. anyhow, most of them enjoyed the party rather than the birthday girl. ROFL! some of them were drunk. The saddest part was, non of us brought camera.sigh. Thanks to Kit Yee who brought hers but only able to took some as its running out of battery. double sighhhhhhhhhhh.It's okay. Let's enjoy the few nice pictures that has been taken during the night.lolooolllollll!


CLUB 9


my lovely one:)


my sugar pie :)


Joe @ the mum


Marketing mates:)


Joanne the hawt girl


Jordan the snake lover


darlingNing.HoneyMay!:)


Calvinthechipmunk:)


ames

-The END-

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Its been a while since the last I updated my blog. It is not because I am missing or busy but I admit that I'm no longer active in updating my blog. Life is being so hectic here with uni stuffs. Besides, something has just simply turned me down for no apparent reason. ( you know who you're).

I had my pre-21st birthday celebration on the 3rd July, Saturday instead of the actual day because it falls on the weekdays and I wouldn't be around. It was organised by the Kan's family with the help of my parents and aunts. It wasn't any grand buffet party like most ppl had for their 21st and it's only a simply bbq party that suggested by my parents instead.

Only my close mates and relatives invited for the party. It turned out to be faboulous and awesomeee one. THANKS for those who turned up for the party. I am officially 21st now, and LEGAL!!!! for? Casino perhaps. so yay!

my birthday cakee :D by JJ@calvin's mum


the gang busy bbq-ing


VERY THE EPIC: POSERSSS!


myself with the cake :D


dad and mum LOVES!


aunt :)






kindness of Karning sharing her bbq marshmallow

More pics on facebook: check them out ;)

p/s: I learnt a good lesson in my 21st bday. Being good to others doesn't mean you deserved the same in the future.

Will update Birthday part II at club 9 in the next post.

With love,
Karen

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What if whats best for "us"
Is whats hardest to do
I still love you but,
I have to let you go

when will it stop
the pain
that darkness
that that that
that part of me
that was or Y-O-U!
why can't you fill it
why did u leave
why why why?
love hurts
but so does life

Why is it easy to fall in love and
yet so hard to be loved back?
why should I feel such if destiny
permits me not?
why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have?
why is there a "you" in "me"
but never a "me" in "you"?

How can I lose something that I never had?

It hurts the most when you
can actually feel your heart breaking.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes,
only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.

She's got him falling head over heels
for her and I can't even get him to stumble.

Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut...
it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often,
and a little more each day.

If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack.
If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough.

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

Now join your hands,
and with your hands your hearts.

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Everything comes and goes each night
I am alone I can't seem to think clearly I am left here on my own
I walk down the crowded avenue people all around
Something is not here that I miss look inside myself
There is only emptiness
Or I can walk on a lonely road
No one here by my side
If I told you I am happy now
That’s not the truth … I lied
I could continue this path I am on
I could probably make it through
I have everything I need to get by
Except … ! The one thing missing in my life 'Is You"

Love,
Karen

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Moving on

It's been about two weeks I didn't bother to update my blog is because due to the internet connection back in Kampar is really bad :( I can't do any research on my fyp topic and even for my assignment. Pathetic much SERIOUSLY! Life is being really hectic since the 1st week starting new semester.Two more weeks I will be doing for my presentation and midterms. Time really flies. I mentioned in the last post that I am dealing with difficult peoples around me, and so I realised that myself forgiving people so easily. Maybe this is what God made me into. That just show another weakness of me. However, as I said, from the difficulties , you thought me to be strong enough. For now,you think I care? Sorry, I DON'T! FULLSTOP!

It's rather dissapointed when a person who play an important role in your life doesn't trust you. Tell me, how do you feel about it? I still hope that you would put the word TRUST on me once again. I hope things turn out best for people who make the best out of the way things turn out.

In the month of June, everyone is having sicknesssss. VERYYYY HIGH fever which is the *FOOTBALL FEVER* (: FIFA WORLD CUP 2010. Are you a football fans? HAHA! Actually I am not really a fan of football but it's fun to join the fever as well.esp when you watch the match with a bunch of friends chilling and yelling at each other when the player score during the game.The EXICTEDNESS of it is really cool! Anyhow, I am supporting ENGLAND!! go go go for ENGLAND!

Besides that, mum need to do a lil operation. I hope things will be alright sooon.

Sigh. There were so many obstacles that I need to go thru in whatever things I do. ONE word: TIRED! ): I think I’ve discovered the secret of life – you just hang around until you get used to it.

I would conclude my life is sweeter than sugar but at the same time it is as sour as a lemon.

Love

Karen(:

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It's amazing

Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up. Don't you think so? It's only the 2nd day of the entire semester, I am dealing with difficulties with the matters and peoples around. Its totally out of my expectation. Never thought things could ended to be this way and I am so stressed up with it or rather being upset for whatever reasons it is. Now, I realised that life is just like a drama. Human can actually ACT very well, for real. These peoples thought me what is the life all about. Thank you so much.I do appreciate alot and made me strong and being independent enough to move on in my life.The philosophy of mine earth can be summed up as this: Sunshine creates happiness, and I create myself. Nights are long and life is predominantly good. Wind is refreshing. Tea is wisdom. Do the best you can, and be good to yourself so that you can above all be good to others.

Dear,

Lord,Father in Heaven,
You made me Your child and called me to walk in the Light of Christ.
Free me from darkness and keep me in the Light of Your Truth.
The Light of Jesus has scattered the darkness of hatred and sin.
Called to that Light, I ask for Your guidance.
Form my life in Your Truth, my heart in Your Love.
Through the Holy Eucharist, give me the power of Your Grace
that I may walk in the Light of Jesus and serve Him faithfully.

Amen

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God Bless ME! :)

Is there anyone can listen to me? I am feeling $%^&*(O*&(^&* nervous and tension right now. Results gonna release in a couple of hours.! Arghhhh! can't wait for it but at the same time I don't looking forward it. Seriously FML!!!!! It's 1554 right now..Mostly results will be out after 1730 the office hours. As the Sg Long campus has released the results! OMGGG!!!

Did you pray to God before the exam so your willing to trust Him no matter what the outcome is...? That is important. Do not blame God for failures. You should pray to Him for guidance so you can have effort to study. The exam results are the outcome of your effort.

YES!I did. I pray to God for His guidance now. I am so LOST! Wish everything will go fine.GOD BLESS ME and all UTARIANS as well!!!!!!! :)

Love

Karen

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Dear Lord,

1. I wish you have heard me, wish that I could go through this journey. Journey that going to hunt me for the coming days which I don't wish to face it at all.
Knowing that I have no choice besides facing it with all I can...and I needed guideline to move on. Save me from this..I wish I could do any better in the future! and shall NOT dissapointed ANYONE ANYMORE!

2. I'm SORRY , mum for what has happened last night. I know it was my BAD! the biggest fault on earth. I promise it will never happen again!..Thank you for forgiving me for my stupid mistake. You know, I always love you!

3. How I wish life is just like the very bery strawberry ice-cream. A lil bit of sour and the sweetness all the way! :) That would be awesomeeeee. I just found that those difficult peoples who I deal with are still within the box. However, as I mentioned before..you peoples taught me how to be strong.I believe that I can handle it well...and life is still goes on no matter what.We spend most of our lives conjugating three verbs: to want, to have, and to do.Promise myself to live my life as a revolution and not just a process of evolution.Life has got to be lived -- that's all there is to it.

4. A little note :) DAY 1

Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems.I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring.Although you seems near but yet @#$%^&*(*&^& far away!..I couldn't expect much,I know the whole senario doesn't allow us or perhaps its something IMPOSSIBLE to be happen.Somehow, I am glad things up to here..NO complain. NOT even a single word. I promised.You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear..YES! I did it. I hope you do proud of me :) I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us.As I rest my head on the pillow given by you give me a smile seeps through my soul, knowing that you, and you alone have made me whole. I know I couldn't ask for me. FULLSTOP!!!!!

Amen

Truly I say to you,

Karen

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the art :)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I am back here blogging :)
Wanted to change my layout soon
Kinda bored with it already!
Anyway, I'm on 3 weeks holidays now
starting last week!
Holidays was pretty good.
At least it's being productive rather than rotting at home!
Went to Penang on last Wed with the mates
and celebrated Phebe's bday toooo
Will update more about it when I got those pics.HEHE!
Back to Ipoh on Friday, had a good weekends tooo
Aunt and cousins came back from KL.
We went Tg Tualang for seafoods.
As usual, whenever the Kan's family reunion...
We def won't missed the gambling session and I won! HAHAHA! :)
Supposed to meet up with the babes.
we postponed it to Sunday as well.
Met up with the babes...and Calvin too! :) @ Friends cafe
it's been a while didn't have such yumcha session
esp with Calvin. and now he is in relationship already
CONGRATS! :) ROFLLLLLLLLL!
Besides that, I met with my god sis,Vicky too. We had a great chit-chat session at Starbucks
Glad to see her after sooo long !
Yesterday was the most productive ever.
Planned to go for bowling. but we went for badminton instead.
I felt so good after so much of sweat out.
Although body was aching after that, but yet I felt soo good!
rather than watching drama and sleeping all day long at home.
my lovely P called yday and P was on the way to Johor.
and now P is back to KL, enjoying with the friends.
Baby, I know bad things had happened to you constantly and making you feeling so frust.
I'm really sorry couldn't do anything to help.
but only listen to you!
Sorry again, that I couldn't make it to KL to see you!
I def wish to do so..but for whatever reason it is..you know why!
SORRYYYYY P :)))))
In the morning when I wake up,and I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart.That’s when I realize.
How much I really miss you.And long to have you near.
Can't wait to see you next!

Signing off,
Karen

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I love colors :)

The lil escape of the princess :)

After so many days being stucked at home for revision...Finally, the boringNESS has come to the limit! Therefore, she decided to make a lil escape out from the house..When the parents reached home, she grabbed the car key anddd drove out.....

On the way out..

After about 20minutes journey out...she has decided to go.......

Jeng jeng jeng....

ta daaaa.....guess WHERE you can have thisssssss?????
Tuna Tom Yam Danish...come together with this..


Cappucino with HAZELNUT
Ehehehhehee

She went to STARBUCKS!

with her lovers...


What can she do with her lovers?

Play with them. Wish her lovers will tell her how much thy love her:)

Ended up,


Spent 3 hours there to play with the lovers :) It was productive.Able to covered at least TWO chapters of MRIP! BUT lost one set of the notes. Wonder IF its left it at Kampar. Somehown,gotta get them printed again in order to do early revision or else need go back Kampar earlier which don't WISH to!! pathethic much! :(

Signing off,
Karen

A day without you is like a day without sunshine...

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