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 Thursday, May 27, 2010

Is there anyone can listen to me? I am feeling $%^&*(O*&(^&* nervous and tension right now. Results gonna release in a couple of hours.! Arghhhh! can't wait for it but at the same time I don't looking forward it. Seriously FML!!!!! It's 1554 right now..Mostly results will be out after 1730 the office hours. As the Sg Long campus has released the results! OMGGG!!!

Did you pray to God before the exam so your willing to trust Him no matter what the outcome is...? That is important. Do not blame God for failures. You should pray to Him for guidance so you can have effort to study. The exam results are the outcome of your effort.

YES!I did. I pray to God for His guidance now. I am so LOST! Wish everything will go fine.GOD BLESS ME and all UTARIANS as well!!!!!!! :)

Love
Karen


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 Sunday, May 23, 2010

Dear Lord,

1. I wish you have heard me, wish that I could go through this journey. Journey that going to hunt me for the coming days which I don't wish to face it at all.
Knowing that I have no choice besides facing it with all I can...and I needed guideline to move on. Save me from this..I wish I could do any better in the future! and shall NOT dissapointed ANYONE ANYMORE!

2. I'm SORRY , mum for what has happened last night. I know it was my BAD! the biggest fault on earth. I promise it will never happen again!..Thank you for forgiving me for my stupid mistake. You know, I always love you!

3. How I wish life is just like the very bery strawberry ice-cream. A lil bit of sour and the sweetness all the way! :) That would be awesomeeeee. I just found that those difficult peoples who I deal with are still within the box. However, as I mentioned before..you peoples taught me how to be strong.I believe that I can handle it well...and life is still goes on no matter what.We spend most of our lives conjugating three verbs: to want, to have, and to do.Promise myself to live my life as a revolution and not just a process of evolution.Life has got to be lived -- that's all there is to it.

4. A little note :) DAY 1

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Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems.I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring.Although you seems near but yet @#$%^&*(*&^& far away!..I couldn't expect much,I know the whole senario doesn't allow us or perhaps its something IMPOSSIBLE to be happen.Somehow, I am glad things up to here..NO complain. NOT even a single word. I promised.You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear..YES! I did it. I hope you do proud of me :) I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us.As I rest my head on the pillow given by you give me a smile seeps through my soul, knowing that you, and you alone have made me whole. I know I couldn't ask for me. FULLSTOP!!!!!
Amen

Truly I say to you,

Karen

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the art :)

 Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I am back here blogging :)
Wanted to change my layout soon
Kinda bored with it already!
Anyway, I'm on 3 weeks holidays now
starting last week!
Holidays was pretty good.
At least it's being productive rather than rotting at home!
Went to Penang on last Wed with the mates
and celebrated Phebe's bday toooo
Will update more about it when I got those pics.HEHE!
Back to Ipoh on Friday, had a good weekends tooo
Aunt and cousins came back from KL.
We went Tg Tualang for seafoods.
As usual, whenever the Kan's family reunion...
We def won't missed the gambling session and I won! HAHAHA! :)
Supposed to meet up with the babes.
we postponed it to Sunday as well.
Met up with the babes...and Calvin too! :) @ Friends cafe
it's been a while didn't have such yumcha session
esp with Calvin. and now he is in relationship already
CONGRATS! :) ROFLLLLLLLLL!
Besides that, I met with my god sis,Vicky too. We had a great chit-chat session at Starbucks
Glad to see her after sooo long !
Yesterday was the most productive ever.
Planned to go for bowling. but we went for badminton instead.
I felt so good after so much of sweat out.
Although body was aching after that, but yet I felt soo good!
rather than watching drama and sleeping all day long at home.
my lovely P called yday and P was on the way to Johor.
and now P is back to KL, enjoying with the friends.
Baby, I know bad things had happened to you constantly and making you feeling so frust.
I'm really sorry couldn't do anything to help.
but only listen to you!
Sorry again, that I couldn't make it to KL to see you!
I def wish to do so..but for whatever reason it is..you know why!
SORRYYYYY P :)))))
In the morning when I wake up,and I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart.That’s when I realize.
How much I really miss you.And long to have you near.
Can't wait to see you next!

Signing off,
Karen



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