Everything comes and goes each night
I am alone I can't seem to think clearly I am left here on my own
I walk down the crowded avenue people all around
Something is not here that I miss look inside myself
There is only emptiness
Or I can walk on a lonely road
No one here by my side
If I told you I am happy now
That’s not the truth … I lied
I could continue this path I am on
I could probably make it through
I have everything I need to get by
Except … ! The one thing missing in my life 'Is You"

Love,
Karen

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Moving on

It's been about two weeks I didn't bother to update my blog is because due to the internet connection back in Kampar is really bad :( I can't do any research on my fyp topic and even for my assignment. Pathetic much SERIOUSLY! Life is being really hectic since the 1st week starting new semester.Two more weeks I will be doing for my presentation and midterms. Time really flies. I mentioned in the last post that I am dealing with difficult peoples around me, and so I realised that myself forgiving people so easily. Maybe this is what God made me into. That just show another weakness of me. However, as I said, from the difficulties , you thought me to be strong enough. For now,you think I care? Sorry, I DON'T! FULLSTOP!

It's rather dissapointed when a person who play an important role in your life doesn't trust you. Tell me, how do you feel about it? I still hope that you would put the word TRUST on me once again. I hope things turn out best for people who make the best out of the way things turn out.

In the month of June, everyone is having sicknesssss. VERYYYY HIGH fever which is the *FOOTBALL FEVER* (: FIFA WORLD CUP 2010. Are you a football fans? HAHA! Actually I am not really a fan of football but it's fun to join the fever as well.esp when you watch the match with a bunch of friends chilling and yelling at each other when the player score during the game.The EXICTEDNESS of it is really cool! Anyhow, I am supporting ENGLAND!! go go go for ENGLAND!

Besides that, mum need to do a lil operation. I hope things will be alright sooon.

Sigh. There were so many obstacles that I need to go thru in whatever things I do. ONE word: TIRED! ): I think I’ve discovered the secret of life – you just hang around until you get used to it.

I would conclude my life is sweeter than sugar but at the same time it is as sour as a lemon.

Love

Karen(:

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It's amazing

Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up. Don't you think so? It's only the 2nd day of the entire semester, I am dealing with difficulties with the matters and peoples around. Its totally out of my expectation. Never thought things could ended to be this way and I am so stressed up with it or rather being upset for whatever reasons it is. Now, I realised that life is just like a drama. Human can actually ACT very well, for real. These peoples thought me what is the life all about. Thank you so much.I do appreciate alot and made me strong and being independent enough to move on in my life.The philosophy of mine earth can be summed up as this: Sunshine creates happiness, and I create myself. Nights are long and life is predominantly good. Wind is refreshing. Tea is wisdom. Do the best you can, and be good to yourself so that you can above all be good to others.

Dear,

Lord,Father in Heaven,
You made me Your child and called me to walk in the Light of Christ.
Free me from darkness and keep me in the Light of Your Truth.
The Light of Jesus has scattered the darkness of hatred and sin.
Called to that Light, I ask for Your guidance.
Form my life in Your Truth, my heart in Your Love.
Through the Holy Eucharist, give me the power of Your Grace
that I may walk in the Light of Jesus and serve Him faithfully.

Amen

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