Its been a while since the last I updated my blog. It is not because I am missing or busy but I admit that I'm no longer active in updating my blog. Life is being so hectic here with uni stuffs. Besides, something has just simply turned me down for no apparent reason. ( you know who you're).

I had my pre-21st birthday celebration on the 3rd July, Saturday instead of the actual day because it falls on the weekdays and I wouldn't be around. It was organised by the Kan's family with the help of my parents and aunts. It wasn't any grand buffet party like most ppl had for their 21st and it's only a simply bbq party that suggested by my parents instead.

Only my close mates and relatives invited for the party. It turned out to be faboulous and awesomeee one. THANKS for those who turned up for the party. I am officially 21st now, and LEGAL!!!! for? Casino perhaps. so yay!

my birthday cakee :D by JJ@calvin's mum


the gang busy bbq-ing


VERY THE EPIC: POSERSSS!


myself with the cake :D


dad and mum LOVES!


aunt :)






kindness of Karning sharing her bbq marshmallow

More pics on facebook: check them out ;)

p/s: I learnt a good lesson in my 21st bday. Being good to others doesn't mean you deserved the same in the future.

Will update Birthday part II at club 9 in the next post.

With love,
Karen

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What if whats best for "us"
Is whats hardest to do
I still love you but,
I have to let you go

when will it stop
the pain
that darkness
that that that
that part of me
that was or Y-O-U!
why can't you fill it
why did u leave
why why why?
love hurts
but so does life

Why is it easy to fall in love and
yet so hard to be loved back?
why should I feel such if destiny
permits me not?
why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have?
why is there a "you" in "me"
but never a "me" in "you"?

How can I lose something that I never had?

It hurts the most when you
can actually feel your heart breaking.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes,
only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.

She's got him falling head over heels
for her and I can't even get him to stumble.

Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut...
it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often,
and a little more each day.

If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack.
If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough.

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

Now join your hands,
and with your hands your hearts.

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