Broken Words
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Blogging has been a best friend of mine lately. It's a place where I can just share out my happiness , things happened around me and even expressing out my feelings here. I was supposed to deal with this >( as shown below)
Unfortunetly, I couldn't focus with it. Just done with one chapter. and I've 4 mores to go.
Thank God, tomorrow midterm will be in the evening. So I can be slacking a BIT! LOL!
I am dealing with my own feelings right now. In life,there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.I still remember that brisk and cool night, that day we met and my fears were driven away.Your perfect smile, your joyous laugh,
the way your eyes lit up when we talked about the past.
We would sit and talk for hours on end about our stories and our friendship started to grow much more. It became a feeling so strong that I could not ignore.
You told me, it would be for the best, just wait and see. Fate. You said, has brought you to me.
I believed those words, I thought they were true, but I guess they weren't because now we are through.Now things no longer the same and what I see that it was all because of me.
I hurt so many, yet cared so much, about the wrong person and felt the wrong touch.
I played a game with two hearts, I thought I was strong, I'd never be torn apart.
the way your eyes lit up when we talked about the past.
We would sit and talk for hours on end about our stories and our friendship started to grow much more. It became a feeling so strong that I could not ignore.
You told me, it would be for the best, just wait and see. Fate. You said, has brought you to me.
I believed those words, I thought they were true, but I guess they weren't because now we are through.Now things no longer the same and what I see that it was all because of me.
I hurt so many, yet cared so much, about the wrong person and felt the wrong touch.
I played a game with two hearts, I thought I was strong, I'd never be torn apart.
I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you, I would never be.I hope you forgive and I hope that you see, those feelings I have are smothered inside of me.
Apart from you, I would never be.I hope you forgive and I hope that you see, those feelings I have are smothered inside of me.
Everyday I place a smile on my face,As for tears, there is not a trace.
You ripped me apart, but yet it's true
Someday soon I hope you will find a love that will last you all of time. You deserve the best in everything you do. Maybe someday I will see you, with a smile on your face,hand in hand with somebody new.Until that day comes I will be here, I will be your angel in the light that's so clear.I'll look out for you when you need me the most, I will always be around, I will not let you down.I love you know and I always will.
my heart holds you still. on earth,
For this is surely it.
my heart holds you still. on earth,
For this is surely it.
Truly yours,
Karen