It's complicated

Things are getting complicated. I am not sure about it,but I have the feeling on it that is TRUE!

Please stop bull shitting me.Trust me,if you like it. Fuck it, if you don't!

Stuck here, feeling lost...with NO direction.

I live in a life with NO choice.

WHY?

No one can understand how do I feel right now.

Everyone choose to leave me behind especially YOU!...

Besides that..

I just got to know that my brothers and sister in law are leaving back to UK in Jan!..

At the same time, I am going back to my childhood life with no siblings around

As all of them were in UK at the moment and I seldom meet them or even talk to them

untill when I was in form4 and 5..thy came back..and we spent more time together with family.

Therefore, I don't have much memories with them when I was young.

I can't wait for year 2010 to come...

I really hate this year...

It's totally not a good year to me..

Wishing 2010 will be a better year!......

Whatever it is,live still goes on!

p/s: I still love you like I always do.(to believe it or not..it's ur choice)

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Dream

Everyday I am looking forward to receive sms or calls from you but somehow whenver the phone rings but it will ended up with dissapointed. Excatly one week, we broke up. I am still clearly remembered every single words you told me last week at this moment. How much you hurts me...I can't even let it go for a second till now.....no matter how much I party everynight...alcohol has been my best buddies throughout the whole week..and my best addict.

Life just sucks now. BUT I believe time will heal.somehow I am telling myself its time to let go..I just can't. I am trying very hard here...as for now, I am doing fine...glad that I still have friends around to give me the great company ever throughout the week. Thanks for everything,my biatches! <3

Finally, I am done with all sort of assignment. Pengajian Malaysia gave me a big headache on it. I starting to hate BM alot..as I seriously sucks in it already after didn't study BM for so many years ever since graduated from high school. Whatever it is, it's over...finals will be in less than one month....

Christmas is in next month! any plans?! give me your suggestions..

Shall update more in next post.

Off now...

Toodless!

Karen,xoxo!

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