Dear Lord,
1. I wish you have heard me, wish that I could go through this journey. Journey that going to hunt me for the coming days which I don't wish to face it at all.
Knowing that I have no choice besides facing it with all I can...and I needed guideline to move on. Save me from this..I wish I could do any better in the future! and shall NOT dissapointed ANYONE ANYMORE!
2. I'm SORRY , mum for what has happened last night. I know it was my BAD! the biggest fault on earth. I promise it will never happen again!..Thank you for forgiving me for my stupid mistake. You know, I always love you!
3. How I wish life is just like the very bery strawberry ice-cream. A lil bit of sour and the sweetness all the way! :) That would be awesomeeeee. I just found that those difficult peoples who I deal with are still within the box. However, as I mentioned before..you peoples taught me how to be strong.I believe that I can handle it well...and life is still goes on no matter what.We spend most of our lives conjugating three verbs: to want, to have, and to do.Promise myself to live my life as a revolution and not just a process of evolution.Life has got to be lived -- that's all there is to it.
4. A little note :) DAY 1
Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on, for patiently listening to my personal problems.I just want you to know how happy am I to have you in my life and I thank God for that. Thank you for the love and the joy you bring.Although you seems near but yet @#$%^&*(*&^& far away!..I couldn't expect much,I know the whole senario doesn't allow us or perhaps its something IMPOSSIBLE to be happen.Somehow, I am glad things up to here..NO complain. NOT even a single word. I promised.You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear..YES! I did it. I hope you do proud of me :) I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us.As I rest my head on the pillow given by you give me a smile seeps through my soul, knowing that you, and you alone have made me whole. I know I couldn't ask for me. FULLSTOP!!!!!
Amen
Truly I say to you,
Karen
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Is there anyone can listen to me? I am feeling $%^&*(O*&(^&* nervous and tension right now. Results gonna release in a couple of hours.! Arghhhh! can't wait for it but at the same time I don't looking forward it. Seriously FML!!!!! It's 1554 right now..Mostly results will be out after 1730 the office hours. As the Sg Long campus has released the results! OMGGG!!!
