Wishing everyone Happy Winter Solstice!

冬至快乐!!! :)

Love,

Karen

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HELLLOO PEEPOSSSSSS :)

I am finally done with my final exams like two days ago.Although I am sad with my last paper but I am still wishing that I can score for the paper.God bless me for that.Supposed to be happy since I am having one month holidays but something has turned me down, when I received a call from sister in law and told me that mum has admitted to hospital due to high blood pressure. I was totally has no idea what to react at the moment. Mum admitted to hospital on Monday night when I was in Kampar. Mum called me during the two nights when she was still in hospital somehow she didnt tell me that she is in hospital. The reason is I was having my final exams and she doesn't wants me to worry. Even my sister in law called me, she was actually accidentally told me. The whole family doesnt plan to inform me as they scared I couldn't focus in my exams. Aweeeeee, I feel so bad seriously! I didn't expect mum still worry about me when herself is sick in hospital.Due to this matter, I cancelled my plan to Cameron the next day. Sister in law told me that mum is fine so she asked me to go on with my plans for the night since I am just done with my final exams. Therefore, I went steamboat with classmates and ladies nite on Wednesday in Ipoh.It was a great night indeed. I called mum and told her I am doing fine too. So she wouldn't worry about me.Glad that mum is fine and feeling better now. Mum, you're a wonderful mother,So gentle, yet so strong.The many ways you show you care,always make me feel I belong.I see now it was love, Mum that made you come whenever I'd call,your inexhaustible love, Mum. And I thank you for it all.

I cant wait for next week our Christmas plan and Karning's birthday celebration. WOOT!:) looking foward to 2010 for a better year.

It marks down the 34days days as today!

Will update more in next post about steamboat :)

Off,

Karen

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At this hour

I dont look forward for this day.
1st thing,final examinations.
and it mark downs the 30days.
I DON'T LIKE IT!
Alright.whatever!

p/s: Pengajian Malaysia paper is in less than 10hours. Good luck peepos!xoxo

Signing off.

Karen

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FULLSTOP!

LIFE IS ALL ABOUT LIESSS!

FML

I HATE YOU!

BYE!

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15 facts

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
3. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
4. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
5. Everything can change in the blink of an eye.
6. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
7. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
8. What other people think of you is none of your business
9. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now
10.No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
11.Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift
12.Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone
13.Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
14. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved
15. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

Thats all at the moment!

Loving you makes everyday special.

Signing off,

Karen

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Fullstop

This is the note I got from Ms Ho when she was at my place just now.

I shall killmyself if I dont study later.hahahhaha

Hey, I am being productive today. I am done with 2chapters okay! :)

Today,both of us totally in madness. We went Indulgence for dinner..we had spagetthi and mocha cake...met Tiffany there. Glad to see her after soo long :) once we left, guess what? We headed to *tong sui kai* for 2nd round. ate fried mee and ice kacang. woott!! Totally soo full ! how can we NOT complain about fatnesssss? Hahahaha!

Tmrw pasar mlm...we already planned for that..so much of food in mind.

Glad that you brought me out just now.Was so SICK stayed at home facing the millions of words text book! urghhhhhh!

I LOVE YOU BFF! :)

See u tmrw:)

muax

Karen

always loving you in my heart

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Current status : STRESS!!!!!

Nothing seems goes in my mind after what I've studied. Urghhhh.. $^(_97$78!#$6*-38&6$-:o) Finals is in LESS than one week from today! OMG!!..seriously FML!

Can't wait for finals comes to the end.

p/s: Can you go away from my mind for a week? I would appreciate it alot. :(

Signing off,

Karen

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HappySweet20thBirthday!

HAPPY SWEET 20TH BIRTHDAY,WAWALICIOUS :)

Still remember this? Lol:) this pic is taken during your 19th birthday. Look at our hair..it was so SHORT! we shall capture one later and make a comparison.HAHAHA! so fast, it has been a year..and today is your 20th birthday!...Wishing you a Happy Birthday and many more to come.
I hope all your birthday dreams and wishes come true. Not just a year older, but a year better.
Here's to another year of experience. A simple celebration, a gathering of friends; here is wishing you great happiness, a joy that never ends. A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the birthday celebration later and I shall see you in a bit. We truly love you always!

Love,

Karenlicious and Rachelicious

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Summary

Here are the summary of the 7 weeks of what I have done in the entire short semester :-

Week 1
-Settled down myself with uni stuff.
-Back Ipoh for the weekends :) boy went to the Akon's beach party and MOS after that.
-We were still a lovelybird at the moment.

Week 2
-ShunMei's 20th burfdayy! It was a great surprised party for her with T5 classmates.

-Down to KL and Genting on the next day! worked on the weekends as well.

-ALL AMERICAN REJECTS,last minute didn't go due to tiredness :(

Week 3
-I lost a friend of mine, James Khor. You will always be missed.RIP!

Week 4
-I went saloon and polished my hair. I dont really have the idea what's the different btw polish hair and rebonding. BUT it looks much more natural.thats all I know.LOL!:)

-T5 BBQ party. And shyte things happened at the same time. I lost the most valuebe thing in my life. Basically I screwed up the whole party due to my personal stuff.I am so sorry on this matter.

-Mood status: Depression.

-Although I did lotsa stupid stuff, but I know it shouldnt be that way. Life still goes on. Movie 2012 the very next day. Thanks for my friends being with me all the time. :) You guys are GREAT!

-I cried whenever I am being alone at home. They refused to let me being alone at home therefore, I was dragged out for another singing k session. It wasnt that good either as I couldnt enjoy myself..and tears just keep on dropped out.SIGH! I was down with ONE WHOLE PACKAGE of illnesss..FML!

-I kept on occupied myself with activites such as BADMINTON! :)at least I feel good after sweating!

Week 5
-Sincero ladies night with my babes (apple,coleen,pohnee and Sheryll) for the free flow.Alcohol is my best addict. I've been drinking it NON-STOP! Gosh! off to BARROOM after that.

-A lil escape with the babes AGAIN! (ames,Amie and Karning)

-Another gathering meet up with my lovely bff,SAMANTHA WULFF at friend's cafe

Week 6
-Another singing k session and a lil shopping in Ipoh! It was random plan on that day with my biatches (phebe and ally)

-Watched Twilight- ^New MOoN^....WOOT! Jacob is sooooooo HOT!

-Party day and night. Overnight at Kar Ning's place and had our pillow talk.

-Korean dinner at night with KarNing and Calvin.

Week 7
-sing k AGAIN!..TOO OBSSESED with it.ROFL!
-went all the way to Ipoh for steamboat,after the lecture class! it was an awesome dinner with the classmates.

THERE GOES MY 7 WEEKS!

Finals in less than 3weeks now.......BE PREPARED!!!!

-A Note To Say I Love You

-I want to say I love you, but alas you are not here,
Else I would take you in my arms and whisper in your ear.
Missing you so much. and I hope you're doing great there:)

truly yours,

Karen

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Home Sweet Home

1. Short semester has comes to the end. There goes my 7 weeks. So much of fun,laugher,joy and also tears as well. The best thing in this 7 weeks, I learnt what are real pain feels. No word I can find in dictionary to describe it. During these 7 weeks , what I have done.......

• up and down KL for apparent reason which this no longer will happen anymore!
• Shopping
• N times of singing session, movies and badminton with classmates.
• Clubs.alcohols.(happened after the 4th week)
• All sort of fucked up things too happened included lost a friend of mine and relationship.

Whatever it is, I wish bad things will end real soon.

2. I just came back from Kampar. Will having one week study week for 2 subjects.My finals are on these two following days :

[14/12/09- Pengajian Malaysia]

[16/12/09- International Marketing]

I will be a freebird starting 17th onwards till 17th of Jan. One month holidays..*yay*! but NO plans at the moment, so guys..Do date me! :) Lol.

3. Mum scolded me for over dosed on coughing med. I am really getting frustrated of it..I've been coughing for more than two weeks. This is really sickening.Somehow, when I came back, mum asked me to take the pills instead.. Aiks!!

4. Upcoming events: I joined the Utar Model Search 2010..and I wil be involved in the dance event that organised by Dance Club. Both events are on next year March. Wil be holding the PR manager post for this time. I am sick of doing publicity therefore, I choosed to go for PR this time and I cant wait for year 2010 and looking forward for a better year instead.

I have so much to blog about BUT my brain is not working at the moment. I shall continue tomorrow ae.

P/s: I am down with flu and cough which not recovered yet. $%^&*()(%$#/ FML!

I don’t know why
You’ve taken over my thoughts
I can’t explain
You’re still a stranger
Far away,I want you close by
I miss your embrace,holding you close
My heart aches
I miss you!

Signing off,

Karen

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Walk away

I don't know what it was that made me myself to be the way I do...
This crazy feeling coming from deep inside
You walked away..I refused to say final goodbye
It hurts...and tears dropped because of you.
What could it be...
My heart is still dumbing your name is so badly that I cant sleep nights
Loving you has made me stronger, and for that you have
my heart and break it as many times as you what
I'll still give it right back
because it belongs with the love of my life.

Signing off,

Karen

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Suddenly I am feeling not so well.

feel like vomiting :(

I had just taken two panadols and my cough med.

Starting to worry one issue now...

that caused me dare not to do my body check up!

I slept more than 10hours since last night

somehow, I am still feeling very tired.

Things just happened under my expectation.

although I am seriously upset with it.

BUT

there's ntg much I can do on it

except to wait for miracle.

urghhhhhhhh

about the issue I am worrying now...

I don't know what to do...

!@#$%^&*(_)(*&^%$#!@^&*#$%^&*

Shall off to bed now.

TOODLESS!

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Flying without Wings

1. University
-PM midterm was okay! I didn't study much somehow I still managed to answer them although some questions are difficult too :) It's week 7 next week...finals in less than one month!..I forget my UTAR email user name and password..I can't verify my stuff. DEEP SHYTE!:(

-Meeting for dance club event was held last nyte. The process of it was good. We came out with the theme,slogan and the whole concept of the event. Its gonna be on next year March.

2. Ipoh
-went down to Ipoh like twice y'day! 1st,sent Joelyn to bus station. We came back supposed to have singing session but it was full house then headed back to Ipoh instead for the sake of singing and did a lil shopping at Jusco since it's sales now BUT I still went home with EMPTY hands.

3.Escape
-Lol! :) went a lil escape to Phebe's house last nyte with Ally! Stayed over at her place, chit-chatted the whole night and watched an useful knowledge documentary.HAHAHA! I am the 1st one who falled asleep. Slept for only 4hours. It was cool :)

4.Happybird
-Something makes me so happy last nyte. FOR REAL! :)due to an apparent reason! Thankz! I am glad for that.

5. New Moon

-Watched it with my babes [KarNing,Amie andd Sam]..I rated it 6/10 for this movie. When I was watching the movie, it makes me thinking of you thru out the whole movie. I got impressed with Bella on how much she loves Edward although he is a vampire. She is willing to sacrifice anything just for him just to see him. Thats so sweet of her...Jacob is soo HOT,I must say :D

6. DAY12

Will I ever see you again? I miss you so much
and I love you more than anything, Id give up my whole world just to be with you.
I look back on all the good times, And when we used to be together,
but it makes me cry. I dont know where this is heading,
But whatever happens, I still dont wanna say our final goodbye
Ive never felt this way about anyone before
Your my everything and I just want you to know
that I miss you, and I love you <3>

Love,

[Karen]

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Rainbow

You were on my mind when i woke up this morning
remembering your smile and laugh
I guess the next time i'll see your face
will not be happen anytime soon or maybe not
I was remembering your arms around me
love the way they always feel warm
with you by my side
I completely feel no harm
I was remembering your voice
makes my heart skip a beat
but without you baby
my whole body's weak
I was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad
remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine
remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
One more hour to go..
and I hate the day has come..
I wonder what would you name it for this time.
Everything has just leave as memories!
I'm missing you more than i usually do.

Truly yours,

Karen

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Love will never lie

I am dating with my *International Marketing* text book at the moment...

Supposed to do my tutorial for tomorrow's class...

but the case study is about 2 pages long....mygod!

brain stuck now....so decided to update my blog! hahahaa! :)

I skipped today's lecture..and just back came back from Ipoh a couple hours ago.

met up with Phebe and Ally just now!

Planned to have a lil escape again for this week. Hopefully its ON!..

and exam timetable is out.

WOHOO! my last paper is on the 16th of Dec..

Its a week before Christmas. Therefore, we can go ahead to plan further with our Singapore trip already!Thats de best news ever!

oh yeah, I am proud of myself today.

I didnt do something that I am not supposed to do.

(For only those who knows what issit about)

Hopefully it will last at least A WEEK! that will be cool enough!

Although, I am suffering from it.DANG!.

still having cough. Mum finally bought me the cough syrup.

it tasted so bitter.Ewwwwww..

but I love my MUM so much, she make me orange juice after I drank the cough syrup

so its taste better after that. HAHAHA!

Mum asked me to go for body check this week, probably during the weekends

cos I am down with all sort of sickness within two weeks.

Probably need to admit hospital.This is the most shyte thing ever.

I lost 1kg this week..but I am still looking the same.

I wonder is the weight machine lie on me.LAME!

There will be a PM midterm on Wednesday

8 chapters and I havent start a single thing.so great!

finals in less than 3 weeks. even great!

and I will be having one month holidays...so its the GREATEST!..LOL!

It's 23.43pm now.Shall off to bed soon.

tmrw class at 8am..

I bet this time it wont be cancelled anymore.

Updates more tmrw.Toodlesss!

xoxo

Karen

p/s: You're always in my heart

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It's complicated

Things are getting complicated. I am not sure about it,but I have the feeling on it that is TRUE!

Please stop bull shitting me.Trust me,if you like it. Fuck it, if you don't!

Stuck here, feeling lost...with NO direction.

I live in a life with NO choice.

WHY?

No one can understand how do I feel right now.

Everyone choose to leave me behind especially YOU!...

Besides that..

I just got to know that my brothers and sister in law are leaving back to UK in Jan!..

At the same time, I am going back to my childhood life with no siblings around

As all of them were in UK at the moment and I seldom meet them or even talk to them

untill when I was in form4 and 5..thy came back..and we spent more time together with family.

Therefore, I don't have much memories with them when I was young.

I can't wait for year 2010 to come...

I really hate this year...

It's totally not a good year to me..

Wishing 2010 will be a better year!......

Whatever it is,live still goes on!

p/s: I still love you like I always do.(to believe it or not..it's ur choice)

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Dream

Everyday I am looking forward to receive sms or calls from you but somehow whenver the phone rings but it will ended up with dissapointed. Excatly one week, we broke up. I am still clearly remembered every single words you told me last week at this moment. How much you hurts me...I can't even let it go for a second till now.....no matter how much I party everynight...alcohol has been my best buddies throughout the whole week..and my best addict.

Life just sucks now. BUT I believe time will heal.somehow I am telling myself its time to let go..I just can't. I am trying very hard here...as for now, I am doing fine...glad that I still have friends around to give me the great company ever throughout the week. Thanks for everything,my biatches! <3

Finally, I am done with all sort of assignment. Pengajian Malaysia gave me a big headache on it. I starting to hate BM alot..as I seriously sucks in it already after didn't study BM for so many years ever since graduated from high school. Whatever it is, it's over...finals will be in less than one month....

Christmas is in next month! any plans?! give me your suggestions..

Shall update more in next post.

Off now...

Toodless!

Karen,xoxo!

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Last episode

1. I am officially broke up with Ivan.[25.07.2009-14.11.2009] It's only 3months plus so yay!

For those who really know what had happened, thanks for being concern. (you know who you're).Sorry for making you guys worried abt me as well.I'm doing fine now although everything is being so fucked up to me.

2. Skipped two days of classes.Assignment not done. Flunked my midterm.GREAT!

3. Went for movie 2012. rated 8/10.

4. 8hours of singing session was awesommeee. but I cried when I sang some of your fav songs.

5. Down with whole package of sickness. AND I still not recover yet. DANNNGGG!

6. Too much of alcohol these few days. I can't think of anything else I can do in order to let you go.

7. Wanted to have a lil escape from this town.but where and when?

8. Karning and Sam will be back in less than 24hours. I miss them!

9. I didnt eat anything up to now and I dont even feel hungry.

10. I MISS HIM!

truly yours,

Karen

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Dear Ivan,

I viewed your fb profile number of times today and I realised your love zodiac is so true about you and I totally agreed on it.

1) You are an exciting person to fall in love with.

-A boyfriend who loves to go shopping with me as well :) Remember our crazy shopping session at Pavilion during my 2 weeks sem break in KL. It was great.

2)Your partner will feel lucky to be in love with you.

-Thank you, God for giving you to be a part in my life. You motivated me in lotsa things (you know what issit) and it makes me to be a better person in life.

3)You have a good sense of humor.

-At times, you can sense what I want..it seems like you can read my mind.Even the next step,what I wanna do.

4)Your sweetheart will never feel bored with you.

-YES! you always make me laugh with all your jokes and all sort of your madnessityy! All sort of craziness stuff we did when we were in Genting or even during working in Midvalley.

5)You are a very caring person.

-There is once, I hitted by the car and the very 1st thing you as

ked me to apply ice on my hand and consult the doc if needed. You din bother to ask me what excatly has happened. Cos you told me that, what caused it, is NOT important anymore...to solve my injuries is de MOST important one so that you wont worry about me. I was totally impressed.

6)You like to flirt with the opposite sex.

-As for this, you have lotsa *scandal* in college. You told me you have this so called *wife* and also some sweet callings too. I dont feel jealous, cos all I trust and have faith on is YOU!...

7)The opposite sex likes you because of your creative and innovative ideas.

-This is shown how you created your ur facebook group,HKF!..

8)You are very loyal to your loved one and do not leave their side whatever be the case.

-I saw you wrote this on your blog before..and I believe you're!

9)You are sensitive and emotional.

-When you're not in the mood or thinking of something SERIOUS..you would love to listen to TRANCE music! I know its your favorite type of songs and it will bring you back happiness.

10)You like to surprise your beloved with something or the other.

-I still remembered how you surprised me by all the way came back from KL and came down to Kampar during my exam day. You wore your yellow topman shirt and newly bought topman pants and brought me the purple top from Topshop :) So sweet of you!

AND

Loving you makes me laugh and smile at the same time ,it makes my heart warm, it gives me life. There is nothing else I want,except YOU!...

I LOVE YOU!

xoxo

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1. Pengajian Malaysia lecture class tomorrow is cancelled :) yeah! I dont have to wake up early tomorrow. LOL!

2. Feeling extremely tired due to badminton session last night. I injured my hand and it still pains till now :( sighh! didn't warm up 1st.thats why la!

3. As for dinner, we went to Shark..an ice cafe! more like dessert cafe..and it famous for mini steamboat. It cost only rm8 comes with the mini steamboat,a bowl of rice and a glass of ice black tea! Cheap thou yet its not bad too. I ordered the garlic milk flavor.AWESOME! Now I prefer black tea rather than the normal tea. It taste better :)

4. The owner of the shop has this big dog,named *shu tiew*..means FRIES in English. So cute right,the name? LOL!

5. I'm having a very weird feeling now. Supposed to be a lil upset but I'm glad myself can act nothing although I know i will be feeling dissapointed due to you can't make it for this weekends.Somehow, there is NO choice for me. I am SERIOUSLY hate the timing. I pray to God,that YOU can put us in a better way! I wish there is someone who can understand how I feels now. WEIRD!

5. It's my boyfriend's housemate,HEW TAU HON birthday today! Happy Sweet 19th birthday! Wishing you have a blast on this wonderful day and your DREAMS(you know what right) will come trueee.Enjoy your last teenage year :) 11112009 sucha wonderful day! you OWE me a treat.ROFL! :)

The birthday boy holding two carlsberg as his birthday present. HAHA!

Love,

"When you are in Love ,you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

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