It's complicated

Things are getting complicated. I am not sure about it,but I have the feeling on it that is TRUE!

Please stop bull shitting me.Trust me,if you like it. Fuck it, if you don't!

Stuck here, feeling lost...with NO direction.

I live in a life with NO choice.

WHY?

No one can understand how do I feel right now.

Everyone choose to leave me behind especially YOU!...

Besides that..

I just got to know that my brothers and sister in law are leaving back to UK in Jan!..

At the same time, I am going back to my childhood life with no siblings around

As all of them were in UK at the moment and I seldom meet them or even talk to them

untill when I was in form4 and 5..thy came back..and we spent more time together with family.

Therefore, I don't have much memories with them when I was young.

I can't wait for year 2010 to come...

I really hate this year...

It's totally not a good year to me..

Wishing 2010 will be a better year!......

Whatever it is,live still goes on!

p/s: I still love you like I always do.(to believe it or not..it's ur choice)